May 28th
May 28th how i feel everyday 
May 27th how i feel everyday.
May 27th brittgoesbang:

littlefagg0t:

my thighs look so chubby :-((

damn if your thighs are chubby, I don’t even want to begin to think about mine. beautiful

^ but you’re so pretty (brittgoesbang)
May 27th
May 27th
fortificati0n asked: im just letting you know that you're absolutely gorgeous. you're not fat, not even remotely close. i really wish i looked like you. keep smiling and stay you:)

aw thank you so much, you don’t realise how that makes me smile and aw don’t be silly you don’t want to look like me :-)) xx


May 27th my thighs look so chubby :-((
May 23rd
May 23rd
May 23rd
Anonymous asked: maybe if you ate breakfast and lunch you wouldnt be snacking so much? how much do you weigh? x

way too much :/


May 23rd

i feel so ashamed, all this misery has gotten to much, and I just don’t know what to do,

day in day out.. 

i feel like a total fuck up 

no one will ask what’s wrong, because i cover it up with a smile - fake,

of course.

but that’s not the point, i feel like i can’t turn to anyone, as my problems are so minor in perspective with the world, that people wont take me seriously and move on with there theoretically “perfect” life.

i ask myself, why, why me,

then i think about other people and the problems in other parts of the world and think that it must be awful to live like that, i should count myself lucky,

- but i don’t and i shouldn’t be forced to do so either,

my problems are still there and they exist,

it’s reality,

I just wish I didn’t feel so helpless,

everywhere i go i feel tension and hatred towards me,

forever feel like i shouldn’t be here,

feeling unwanted by the people i most care about

i push people away

i get scared

and i’m sorry for all the shit that i’ve caused in my life

May 23rd
23/05/12

breakfast- nothing

lunch- nothing

snacks- slice of apple pie with cream (450kcals)
          - cherry bakewell (200 kcals)
          - choc ice (90 kcals)
          - 2 kinder choloate mini (142 kcals)

and for dinner i am having jacket potatoes & salad, i feel so ashamed.. too many calories :-((( 

NEED TO LEARN TO NOT SNACK O M F G 

May 23rd
May 18th
May 18th
Anonymous asked: how much do you weigh

too much.